(Im-)Perfection

Where the fuck did all the beauty go? All I can remember is that I could be able to just open my eyes, look out the window and WOAH, beauty. Girls *drool*
But all that disappeared somehow.. Maybe it was when we moved to this little town in the middle of nowhere, which is filled to 99% with douchebags, bitches, chavs and Emo-kids...
So that's when you check on internet for new people, right?
Yeah, I remember I could just find anyone and that one person would be, more or less, good looking. But now, what the fuck happend? Did they all move out of Sweden? Or maybe just north of where I live? Because it's so damn hard to find a good looking person. And when finally do, they're either busy with someone else, not interested in me or they live miles away.
Why not all 3?

But I know, I know, "Beauty is on the inside", yes, that's what ugly people say.
Beauty is not on the inside, there's no beauty there, there's blood and icky stuff, among with some bones. The beauty is on the outside. Everyone knows that when you look for someone, you always go for the looks first, no matter what. The looks must be there, otherwise you wouldn't be interested in that person, now would you?
So, you go for the looks and then you will find "the beauty on the inside" that you are actually looking for.
I can't imagine someone going for the "inside" to 100%, then that one person would eventually end up in bed with someone ugly... What a turn-on....
Nah, so I go for the looks and then check their personality.

But what if everyone went for the personality, aka "the inside", to 100%? Then there wouldn't be any single guys/girls out there, we'd all be taken.. No one would complain either, now would they?
I'm heartless.. So what?

Warning: Subject change

I think humans are aliens. We're the only thing on earth that doesn't fit in. I swear, our spaceship must have crashlanded on this lil'planet, wiped out the so called "Dinosaurs" and it erased our memories and made us weak and pathetic.
I don't think there's any link between us and the monkeys, really. Yeah sure, they look like us, but they're not us.
I mean come on, how come the humans evolved this much and not any of the other animals? How come we're the only "smart" ones? Or maybe we're too dumb to notice the other animals. Maybe we're the dumbest animals alive.. O'well, we ARE the dumbest ones.
We're born for 3 reason.
Sex, Destroy, Try to fix
Those 3, no others. We're born to fuck, and ruin the earth even more, and while doing that, we also try to fix it. Aren't we a bunch of fucked up bastards, eh?
And who actually came up with the idea of making "money", putting stuff in value. I can accept that we would trade like, a cow for 2 pigs, but not a bunch of shiny, round things and some papers for food, that is necessary to survive. You don't need round, shiny metal things and some papers to survive, you don't eat that... But ok, appearently you do need those things to survive these days, or else you're so called "poor" and you'r going down somewhere.

Isn't it a great fucking world we live in?

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Right and wrong and a nuke war

Dreams, dreams, fantasy and reality.
Where to draw the line between reality and your own imagination?
I believe you can be whatever you want to be, as long as you try.
Let's say you want to be a Super Hero and someone else says "you can't be a super hero, they don't exist!" And your dreams are flushed down the toilet.. Don't listen to all the douchebags, don't listen to them. If you want to be a Super Hero, go for it, go ahead and try. Not that I would think that you would actually make it, but it's worth a shot.

Everyone dreams, everyone has a dream or two about who and what they want to be. I've got some, sure I do, and I'm not giving up on them.
Alot of people want to be famous, in one way or another. Wouldn't it be cool to just walk somewhere and loads of people know you? Yes, it would. Until all the "Emo-kids" runs towards you. That's when you pick up the huge, brutal War Axe from your pocket AND CHOP 'EM ALL DOWN TO HELL!!!

Back to the subject

So, difference between fantasy and reality. I can most of the time tell the difference, but what if you're Scizo? Who says they have to go see the doctor and then be locked up for a couple of years because they seem to be nuts? Fake laws! I wouldn't want to lock someone up that's scizo.
So what if they see things that doesn't exist? So what if they can't remember their name? It's their life, even if they don't know it.. Then they might need help.. But if they can't tell difference between reality and fantasy, let 'em be, unless they ask for help.. Then I suppose they could be locked up..

But, why do we make unrealistic movies? Why do we make unrealistic games? Twisted books and pictures?
Because that is something that we want, it's something we wish to show other people, something we want to be real. If I draw a picture, I draw it because I want to show other people that my fantasy can be real to them aswell, And I swear, if I could do magic, I'd be ruining the world for sure..

Anyway.

I don't see the problem when people kill other people.
When most of the people in the world see it on the news, in the newspapers, anything, that someone killed someone in the most brutal way they could think of, they get scared and that one person MUST be nuts. I'm not saying they're not insane, but they might NOT be insane.
I don't think you HAVE to be insane to kill someone. Just the will, curiousity or the hate to do it. Just because someone is killed by someone else doesn't make the killer insane.
But, then the doctors look at him/her and they ask "Why did you kill him?" And he/she answers something like "Because I wanted to". Then he/she must be insane and out of his mind. What if he/she kills again? What if he/she strikes again somewhere near YOU?!
Oh gawd! We're all d00med to hell!! No, let him/her be, if he/she wants to kill people, let 'em kill.

Oh wait.. Was that bad? Did I say something wrong?
I must be out of my mind.. Someone call the cops, I'm insane! Lock me up for the rest of my life!

So now they lock people up for killing innocent people, right? But they don't give a damn about people in war, killing innocent people without a damn reason.
"ok, here's your orders! You're supposte to kill all the terrorists and all the dudes with guns! And for fun, you may also kill some innocent civilians. They might have a bomb shoved up their ass, so shoot them just incase..." Are they insane? No, because they're "leaders" of a useless damn war.
What about the soldiers who follow the orders? They're not insane? No, they just follow orders, they're not insane.. I think it's fucking insane to follow orders you do not wish to follow.
Or the so called "Leaders" who can just push a damn button and blow the shit out of millions of people, just because "they might attack us". Good reason there dipshit, good reason.
And then when they finally does it, people complain about it!
Why the fuck do you complain? It's not like he can change it, he can't take it back. But sure, he apologize to them and everything's fine again. But the dude that's been locked up for 15 years for killing an innocent girl can't apologize, hell no, that's wrong.

I think I could kill innocent people for fun, sure thing. But would I? No, because the cops would come and they'd lock me up forever. I don't wanna live locked up forever.
If I could kill someone and get away with it, sure thing. Killing spree every weekend between 10pm and 10am.

Did I take this too far? Maybe....

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To be or not to be?

Someone once told me; Being rude won't get you anywhere. Being nice is the way to go...

Yeah, good point dipshit. I tried and I tried and I failed and I failed. So then I started to be mean to peolpe and WOAH, did I get friends? ... Eh.. Ok, I got friends and it was ALOT easier than being nice. Being nice would end up you were spending time with an complete douchebag, like some people do with me now although they're too dumb to notice it.

And it's about then you start to use them for your own needs. Let's say you need money? Who would you pick, your parents or the stupid son of bitch who you dislike and does not understand it?

OF COURSE you pick the stupid one, why go beg money from your parents when you can get money SOOO easy without doing anything at all in return but pretending to be that one persons friend? It might seem harsh, but what do I care, right? (For all those who read this, I do not intend to tell any of you who I'm doing this to)

So anyway, being mean will probably get you further in life than being a sympathy whore, really. Let's name a .. Not good leader, but strong.. Not strong, he evetually died.. But someone who got far by being mean, let's say Hitler.. I wouldn't support him in anyway, even though he was a smart man, did stupid things(depends on how you see it) but he was still damn smart, and I wouldn't say he was nice to the jews... Would you? Right.

And so he conqured parts of the world until it finally got to an end when the SYMPATHY WHORES got in the way and started to whine about the jews being killed. I mean, as long as it was in Germany itself, we were kind of fine with that, weren't we? But when it got out in the world, Oh hell no! Then we fight back.. Well, except Sweden, who was just being "neutral" aka "Weak-son-of-bitches-who-can't-do-shit". But now it might seem like I kind of support nazism, I don't, I think it's stupid.. Killing people without a reason, fine fine, but not nazism.. If you're going to kill random peolpe, don't pick a certain group, just kill 'em all and get over with it, then carry on with your life, that's it.

New Subject: Piracy?

I wouldn't say "piracy", downloading stuff illegal, is that much of a crime. Yeah, sure, they lose money on it, but how much?... Probably lots, but the damn companies get most of the money anyway, and it's alot easier and cheaper (until the cops find out) to download.

For an example, you go to a music site and find an artist you think seem pretty interesting, what would you do?

1. Go to the Store and buy the CD, and since they don't got it in their store you have to wait a couple of weeks until you get it?
2. Go to a site, download an illegal downloading program and download their whole discography?

Of course you pick number 2! Who wouldn't?! I know I would, because it's cheap. And who doesn't love to be a rebel? Oh yeah, CHICKS DIGS REBELS! So. Now that you know what to do, do it. You download all their music, or just one song. And then you go to their concerts to show how much you appriciate them, but since 1500 other people did the same as you, you barely got a ticket, you just had to buy the ticket from Ebay for twice the price and then when you finally get there you're all the way back in the crowd and can't hear shit.. That's when you realise that My Chemical Romance sucks.

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School and porn?

School, Necessary or not? Good or Evil? From Heaven or Hell? That is the big question, isn't it?
I'd say that school is good and necessary to a certain age, when you get past that age, you already got the basics and then they can fuck off.
But no, alot of jobs these days require some high-tech, über education to get in, then when you're in there you need to learn a shitload of stuff, get even more education, waste 5 more years of your life to learn shit and then, THEN you know how to take an order from someone who wants food on McDonalds. People keep studying. although they hate what they're doing, they keep doing JUST to get a good job so they can buy themselves a family and live a decent life in a decent house in a shitty village in a shitty country, just to make money for their family so they can live a decent life when he DIE. And what did he do with his life? Not a shit. (the reason I chose "he", a "man" is because I'm stubborn and can't see it through a womans eyes)
Anyway
I'm not going to do that, I'm not going to waste my life to study something that I don't like, to get a shitty house in a shitty country and then die.
I'm going to study something I like, something that's interesting and then fucking make it work, I WILL MAKE IT WORK!
Even if it meant that I was going to be a porn actor, I'd make it work. I'd become macho and then get laid in front of a damn camera and POOF, I'm famous! Fuck me!

Porn.. Interesting...
Porn is kind of useless, at least to me.
Where's the pleasure of watching someone else fucking? I'd understand if you actually were that one person who was getting laid, but then again I do not find a good reason to watch it afterwards.. Anyway, if you were that one person, it'd be nice.
I think that porn is for desperate guys/girls who "likez ze dryhumpz".
Also, I don't think watching porn will teach you alot about sex. It'll teach you, more or less, something like this:

If you want sex, as they do it in this movie, you should find a desperate, horny, slutty girl, find a hotel room and then make her take drugs for about 5 hours until she's so damn high that she think she actually can fly and starts to jump off the bed. Then you can make her abit drunk so she's almost passing out. By then I guess she can't feel anything, THAT's when y0u "start recording" and that's when you start to fuck.
And then, when you're done, you just leave here there because she'll be fine, as they are in the movie... Right?

Yeah right dipshits, it's not reality!
I bet you can get something like it, but that must be some amazingly stupid, horny and desperate girl...

And how about lesbians? Are they the same as they are in porn? Hell no. I don't think lesbians would agree to just make out and have a dildoshow right in front of your eyes. I also don't think they would agree with having sex with you, that would make them bisexual, wouldn't it?

And how about gayguy porn? They don't show that on TV now do they? No, they think that is "illegal" and wrong! But where the fuck is the difference between lesbian porn and gay porn? Ok, I'd also say it's easier for me to watch lesbian porn than gay porn, but I wouldn't find any of them interesting, but still! They show the lesbian porn because it's "innocent girls". But they won't show the "innocent homoguys" who always, if it's gay porn, takes it up THE ASS! I think that they should show the gay porn aswell. Not because I want to watch it, just to make it fair!

Besides, the girls also take it up the bum, but no one complains...

So now, I hope you do realise that porn is useless and shouldn't be watched, it should be made, but no one should watch it.
By the way, people in porn movies... Aren't they like, prostitutes? I mean, they get paid for getting laid, so that would make them prostitutes? Wouldn't it? Yes it would, yes it would...
So maybe if you really want to get laid as in porn movies, buy a hooker and tell her you want to be a porn actor and that you pay well.

Also, I don't see why prostitution is illegal, I don't see the point.. Porn is not illegal, so why should that be? I'd say we make, either both illegal or both legal.
Now, I'm gonna go buy myself a hooker in school, just to be a criminal!
Why not a pair of gayguys and some lesbians, eh?

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Rumours and Dumbasses

(Before you read, I will write stuff here randomly and probably more than once / day)


Truth to be told! There's nothing wrong with homosexuals! (unless
they're "emo-kids")It's not their fault, they were born that way (the homosexuals
and not the "emo-kids", the "emo-kids" were just born stupid..)
so anyway, the homosexuals, aka Gays, were born that way or..
Might have been forced into it by some bad humping girl in
bed/toilet/some other odd place. But that doesn't make them
bad people, less important people, people of less value, like
"emo-kids". I would say that I kind of admire the homosexual
people, when they're not hitting on me or anything that is... But
I would say I admire them, they're quite cool. But I still can't imagine a gay guy listening to Metal or some
kind of stuff, I just think they're all into Techno or Britney
Spears. It's either way. But that still doesn't make them bad, it
just make their taste of music suck totally.And I wouldn't think that every gay guy(or girl, but for now,
guy) like to have a dick up his ass. I also don't think that
every single lesbian girl likes to lick another girl and likes to
make out in front of people and then have a threesome with them.
No, that would make them bisexual, would't it? Exactly, it would!I also don't think that just because a friend(or just some random
person) who is gay, is so got damn horny and think that ever
ohther guy is sexy and want to fuck him. No.But when alot of people find out "oh god, he's gay" they run away
and get an ass-plug and some iron panties with alarm and lock on
them just because their old friend is gay and therefore he must
think that this one person is hot and want to brutal, anally rape
that guy, that hard, that he won't be able to sit in a year and
his ass will look like a got damn stargate.People are so dumb...

But something else that's annoying! Alot of people outside of
Sweden think that Sweden is made out of 2 things.
Blonde-Big-Boobed-Big-Fat-Assed-Sexy-Horny-Girls-Who-Will-fuck-ev
ery-single-person-in-the-whole-got-damn-fucking-world. That's not
true, no, it isn'tAnd the other is Guys who are all macho and awesome in bed... I
wouldn't say that's bad for me, but it still isn't true...Sweden is just like any other country, but more pathetic and weak
and meaningless. I hate it. I live here, always have and I hate
it. Maybe not like any other country.. We might have even more ugly
people that other countries but the rumour that is spread around
the world because of.. something that I don't know what it is,
might be Baywatch or some shitty TV show, might be porn movies or
shit, it's not true, IT'S NOT TRUE! If it was, I'd be the
luckiest fucking guy alive, I swear, the luckiest fucking guy
alive. But since it's all fake.. most of it, I'm not. I'd say
there's more "Emo-kids", ugly chavs and gay people in Sweden than
Macho-men and
Blonde-Big-Boobed-Big-Fat-Assed-Sexy-Horny-Girls-Who-Will-fuck-ev
ery-single-person-in-the-whole-got-damn-fucking-world, so don't
go here for sex.. Go to Amsterdam or something and buy it
legally.. When you're there you can always take some drugs and
die aswell, because that's what you deserve if you think like
that about Sweden. But, if I go to like, for an example, to the US. I'd say I'm from
Sweden and fucking be happy, because they'd think so much about
me (that probably isn't true) but they'd still think it! And I
wouldn't deny!(Unless some of them read this Blog) because I'd
get SOOO many girls in bed.. (Not) I don't think they're like
that.. Nice if they are, but I doubt, and if they are... I'd say
"FUCK ME! I'M FROM SWEDEN!"

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People

It's not my fault the world is filled with idiots who can't do shit but complain about their pathetic little lives. Most of those people are called "Emo-kids".
Who would actually like one of those "emo-kids"?

"I hate my life", "people hate me", "no one loves me", "I want to die!"
Yes, you should hate your life, Yes, everyone hates you, No, no one loves you and finally Yes, I want you to die aswell. If you wouldn't be such a weak little piece of shit, maybe, MAYBE people would actually pay attention to you.

People cut themselves, why? Some do it for pleasure, but not these, they do it because they want to die, but do they? NO! They don't die, they just cut themselves deep enough to get scars for their lives and then then whine about it.

But I think people should learn to see the difference between dark clothes, goth, punk and "Emo-kids".
Wearing dark clothes and dye your hair does not make you "Emo".
Having a weird haircut does not make you "Emo".
Wearing chains and lots of piercings does not make you "Emo".
Listening to a certain kind of music... Ok, that can make you "Emo", or actually that is what would generally make you emo. But, "Emo's" can wear all that I just said.
Also, cutting yourself does not make you "Emo", it depends on why you do it aswell..
Back to the subject, people who's so damn stupid that they can't see the difference.

I would actually say "Get to know the person first" but I do almost the same most of the time. You would kind of recorgnize an "Emo-kid" if you saw one, if you're not a mentally rejected chav who can't see anything but "Big-Boobed-Assed-Stupid-Blonde" chicks.
Chavs is a big problem, overall I guess, but I know it's a BIG, BIG problem where I live.

They infiltrate every single spot they can get to and then they fucking plant their asses there and grow a colony. It's like a fucking virus inside your body which will eventually kill you, or you destroy it with ALL YOUR MIGHT! Crush the Chavs, Crush the "Emo-kids" and Crush all other things you don't like.

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Enviorment

It's just a big mess and it's all fake. If people wanted to save the earth they would kill themselves, we've already ruined this damn place way too much.
Let's say a company who try to save the earth by making shit that's supposte to be good for the nature, it's basicly the same as every other company, the only difference is that it's so got damn more expensive, it's a way for them to make alot of money

If I saw a huge fire in the forest, I wouldn't bother to put it out, or call someone.
If I see someone throwing junk on the ground, I almost cheer them up.
But when people see me throwing junk on the ground, they either just look at me in that weird "fuck off" way or they tell me to pick it up. Why should I pick it up if no one else does?
One can make a difference, but I'm not that one person.

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